forgetful? maybe i need more calories...

um, yeah... i've been forgetting to eat. bad, bad joy. i used to be anorexic, you know. terrible, terrible. we don't need a resurgence of that.

dinner, friday 04.01.2005
• NOTHING! i forgot.

brunch, saturday 04.02.2005
• 1 grilled mushroom
• 2 beef empanadas
• handful of grapes
• 1/2 polvoron
• ginger ale

snack, 04.02.2005
• 2 beef empanadas
• iced tea

dinner, 04.02.2005
• 1 hamburger patty
• water

brunch, 04.03.2005
• 2 beef empanadas
• water
• 1 bowl corn pops with milk

late lunch
• 5" subway veggie delight
• 1 root beer

dinner
• 2 fried chicken wings
• water
• 1 buttermilk biscuit

breakfast, 04.04.2005
• 1 cup oatmeal
• coffee
• water
• multivitamin

lunch
• mom-made salad
• water

zero appetite...

i wonder what's up? hmm...

breakfast
• nothing! i forgot

lunch with anita
• half a salad with raspberry vinaigrette dressing
• orange vitaminwater

snack
• 1 cup oatmeal
• coffee

:(

i forgot i was hungry? what?

dinner, 3.30.2005
• roasted chicken breast & rice
• tea
• 1/4 papaya

so today i had two things: knitting lunch and a student meeting at 230PM. so the day was like this

breakfast
• 1 cup oatmeal
• water

knitting lunch
• 1 cup carrot ginger soup
• water

snack
• 1 cup oatmeal
• water

dinner
• 1 benito musubi (flaked smoked fish in rice wrapped in seaweed)
• 1.5 servings cheese mini rice cake snacks

that's been my whole day. bizarre. i felt really full after the soup. weird. oh well. hopefully tomorrow will be better eating-wise.

girls night out (kinda)

lunch, 03.29.2005
• salad with lemon and mrs. dash (surprisingly superTASTY!)
• 1/4 cup of carrot ginger soup
• water

my mom packs me breakfast and now lunch every day, and she's been surprisingly making some really fantastic salads! yesterday was mixed greens and baby spinach with baby carrots, mushrooms, red onion, walnuts, croutons and basil/sundried tomato feta cheese, topped with lime juice and mrs. dash... SO YUMMY! mmmm having another one today (sans feta), but still very VERY tasty.

dinner, 03.29.2005 @ kate's joint (E4th and Ave B)
• 1.5 un-buffalo wings
• 1 piece focaccia bread with hummus
• 1 raspberry lemonade
• 1/2 grilled vegetable sandwich on focaccia bread
• mashed potatoes
• 1/2 cocoa banana vegetarian tiramisu

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm vegetarian food! how i miss thee... a few years ago i worked at my friend's fabulous vegetarian restaurant, and since i was there all the time i thought, "hell, i might as well try it!" for two years i was a lacto-ovo-pesco vegetarian (i.e. i still ate milk, egg, and fish). i never felt healthier, honestly. i wish i could do it again, but my mom thinks "vegetarian" means "halal chicken vegetable soup" (my mom said "muslims are vegetarian and they eat meat!" and i responded "mom, that just makes them muslim!") and my carnivore boyfriend is a vegetable-phobe. *sigh* o well. i can do my best with breakfast and lunch, i guess.

after dinner, 03.29.2005 @ fuzion (Ave A and E13th)
• 2 lychee sake martinis
• freeedamame
• water

we were expecting coffee, but we had cocktails instead. see the story at knit. and that was that yesterday.

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today is the same old story

breakfast
• 1 cup oatmeal
• water
• turkish apricots
• coffee

lunch
• yummy salad, sans feta
• water
• multivitamin

and since i'm going home, dinner shouldn't be so bad. oh well, we'll see.

being @ bf's = falling off the diet wagon

dinner #1, saturday 03.26.2005
• curry chicken & potatoes
• string beans over rice
• salad

so later on that day, after carting my yarn up and down the stairs and clearing my room of all knitting activity, i went back to jason's around 9ish. then the both of us started getting hungry and...

dinner #2
• 2 slices pepperoni & mushroom pizza
• water
• 5 mini peanut butter cups

*sigh* well, the good news in this night is that we ran out of peanut butter cups. onto sunday, another day of gluttony:

breakfast, sunday 03.27.2005
• NOTHING

i woke up too late.sitting at mass, starving, i whisper to my mother "i'm so hungry." she whispers back, "after you eat the body of christ, you will be full..." bah.

lunch, sunday 03.27.2005
• 1.5 pieces peking duck
• 1 portion pan fried crispy noodle with seafood
• steak with black bean sauce over rice
• some wonton noodles and duck sauce
• water
• tea

yummy lunch... the skin on the duck was sooooooooooooooo crispy. i wish i could each duck more, but alas... fatty, fatty, fatty. a few hours later after a nice little nap, i woke up hungry! i was kinda grossed out by that.

dinner, sunday 03.27.2005
• 1 slice pepperoni & mushroom pizza
• iced tea

looking at the things i eat, i swear i eat so poorly on the weekends... yuck. yesterday, i did take a day off, but i stayed at home...

breakfast, 03.28.2005
• 1 cup oatmeal
• coffee

so i took the day off because i needed to do homework and study like a badass for this oracle sql test i had... by lunchtime i was feeling anxious and couldn't leave my computer...

lunch
• 1 maple walnut granola bar
a few hours later...
• salad with feta, croutons and lemon juice

around 3 i started bugging out that i wasn't ready, yadda yadda... and then i came to the conclusion if i didn't know it then, i wouldn't know it for the test. so i let it go. *sigh* next time, i guess.

dinner
• chili over rice
• water

by the time the test was over, it was still early, so since monday used to be our WWE:RAW night i went over to jason's. he cooked his wannabe zippy's chili which was great, as usual. but there it goes again.... my feeling like i don't get enough veggies in my diet. bah... onto the normal schedule:

breakfast, today
• 1 cup oatmeal
• banana
• coffee
• multivitamin

hopefully i can hold this through until the end of the day...

lunchy brunchy

breakfast
• 1 peanut butter granola bar

brunch
• 1 cup oatmeal with honey
• handful of pistachios
• 1 coffee
• 1 medium salad w/ roasted garlic vinaigrette

i ended up staying over at jason's last night and took the wrong train home. i figured that was ok, though, since it's not too bad of a walk back to the house... so i walked from the jamaica train station home. took me about 15 minutes, which isn't so bad. maybe i should do that diabetes walk next month? *sigh* i dunno... still thinking about it.

i lied...

my mom came home and she made me some ramen. i miss eating like a college student sometimes. so...

dinner, 03.24.2005
• 1 ramen soup
• tea

breakast
• 1 cup oatmeal
• 1 serving turkish apricots

lunch
• 1 cup lentil soup
• 1 coffee

snack
• 1 cup lentil soup
• some turkish apricots

dinner
• cheese tortellini with sun dried tomatos
• water
• 5 mini peanut butter cups

lol... i wonder where i am tonight? haha... thank god that bag is almost empty. OMG what am i saying? that means i finished the bag!

i tried signing up for the revlon run walk today, and the page wouldn't load. how annoying. oh well, i'll try tomorrow.

i'm kinda annoyed no one wants to do it with me. i've asked so many people, announced it on several forums... but no one wants to go with me. don't get me wrong, i would love to do it with my mother, since last year we talked about it and she said she wanted to do it, but honestly she's kinda going to slow me down. oh well, looks like me and my ipod shuffle for that one.

hmm... maybe i should do the queens walk for diabetes? that's less than a month away, though.... hmm....

a little more than the same old, same old...

yesterday i at so much at 5 PM snacktime, that i didn't even need to eat yesterday. i snacked on some turkish dried apricots (yummy) while watching napoleon dynamite dance his heart out to jamaroquai. awesome stuff...

dinner (more snack-like), 03.23.2004
• turkish dried apricots

breakfast
• 1 coffee
• 1 cup oatmeal

lunch (out with eric @ tomo)
• 1 small salad with carrot/ginger dressing
• 5 pc spicy salmon roll
• 4 pc eel avacado roll

snack
• 1 slice pizza (over 3 hrs)
• water

i think dinner's going to be lite again, today. i think i have i heart huckabees left to watch out of my recent movie purchases. so what to eat... i think we have some celery in the fridge, and i have a craving for peanut butter...