ok, need to show more self-control

*edit* to yesterday's meal log:

snack
• 1 slice chocolate espresso cake (dammit)

dinner
• 3/4 rock crab
• 1/2 cup of cucumber
• 3 fried chicken livers
• 1 cup brown rice
• 1 plum
• tea

ugh... i shouldn't have eaten so much. *sigh*

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ok so today is looking up... i still have half of my soup from yesterday's lunch, as well as a yogurt, so i think that will do for today's lunch. breakfast was the usual... 1 cup oatmeal, 1 large coffee, 1/2 banana, a multivitamin and water. hopefully i'll do the right thing at dinner tonight and eat a ton of veggies. and maybe, just maybe, do some pilates.

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added:

lunch
• 1 cup lentil soup
• 1 peach light yogurt
• 2 rice cakes
• 1 serving pumpkin seeds
• water
• 1/2 cup oatmeal

dinner
• 1 coke
• salad with walnuts, gorgonzola cheese and apple
• calamari
• celery sticks and carrots with ranch dressing
• 1 glass wine
• 2 slices italian bread with olive oil
• 4 pieces of pepperoni
• 1 peanut butter cup mini and 3 malt balls

is that too much for dinner? it was mostly snacking... i dunno.